1. |
Prelude
01:51
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2. |
False Start
03:15
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Invisible with your silence
Casting shadows from the darkness
Not the life that you had hoped for
Hopeful days end in sadness
And with so much that you hoped for
And so much that you fought for
When days turn into weeks turn into months turn into years on end
When does this end?
You question what you're made for
And not sure what to pray for
And so much of this time you realize was just a waste in the end
Is this the end?
I'll false start until it's started
I'll start over ’til it's over
Wait until the sting of failure
Goes away and try again
And with so much that I hoped for
And so much that I fought for
When days turn into weeks of feeling like I'm not who I could've been
When does this end?
Is this what I was made for?
I'm out of things to pray for
And so much of this time I realize was just a waste in the end
Is this the end?
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3. |
When I'm Gone
03:37
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Time has flown by
Can't believe how much we've grown
Just yesterday it seems we said
Our first hello
It took me by surprise
The way it all turned out to be
But destiny has never failed us
Has it now? No
Moving on is just another fact of life
Once we accept there's never thought
Of turning back
Though it hurts to say good bye
The thought of leaving chokes me up
But memories are meant to last to keep us close, so now
Try not to miss me when I'm gone
I know that I'll come back and
Tell you all about the things I've seen
I wouldn't be surprised if I came back a different man
But you'll always be close and dear to me
Try not to miss me when I'm gone
I know that I'll come back and
Tell you all about the things I've seen
I wouldn't be surprised if I came back a different man
But you'll always be close and dear to me
Try not to miss me when I'm gone
I know that I'll come back and
Tell you all about the things I've seen. Oh I
I wouldn't be surprised if I came back a different man
But you'll always be close and dear to me
Try not to miss me when I'm gone
I know that I'll come back and
Tell you all about the things I've seen. Oh I
I wouldn't be surprised if I came back a different man
But you'll always be close and dear to me
Oh!
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4. |
Broken
03:17
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She thought that everything seemed wrong
And nothing will go right
She told herself
That nothing's worth this fight
She was so sick of feeling down and
Anxious all the time
The feeling of
Drowning in her mind
She couldn't take it anymore
She felt her life had no reason
For her to be there
She wrote her note and locked the door
And that's when God gave her reason
For why she's still here
When He said "Whoa
Think of all the things that make you feel so broken"
When He said "Whoa
Think of all the things that make you feel so broken
And let them go"
You think that everything is wrong
And nothing will go right
It's hard to think
"Is my life worth this fight?"
I know you're sick of feeling down
And anxious all the time
The feeling of
Losing your own mind
I know you've been here for so long but it's just part of a season
In your lifetime
Just keep in your mind that we all have a reason
You're meant to be here
And we sing Whoa
And think of all the things that make us feel so broken
And we sing Whoa
And think of all the things that make us feel so broken
And let them go
Whoa
Think of all the things that make you feel so broken
And we sing Whoa
And think of all the things that make you feel so broken
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5. |
Someone
03:05
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Well maybe it's not my fault
I couldn't read any of those signs
That you thought you were giving
Making me feel so small
Up on that high horse that you ride
Oh here we go again
With all these games that you're making me play
But never let me win
It's hard enough to keep the faith
Without you rubbing it in my face
But I would not have guessed
That you
Have waited so long
For something I would give
Without a second thought, when I thought
Who am I to be something special?
Who am I to be...
Just when I'm finding my pace
You come around and you trip me up
And I fall on my face
You're acting like it's not a race
As you leave me in the dust
Here we go again
With all these games that you're making me play
But never let me win
It's hard enough to keep the faith
Without you setting me up for failure more than once again
But I would not have guessed
That you
Have waited so long
For something I would give
Without a second thought, when I thought
Who am I to be something special?
Who am I to be...
And I would not have guessed
That you
Have waited so long
For something I would give
Without a second thought, when I thought
Who am I to be something special
And who am I to be...
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6. |
Interlude
02:03
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7. |
Seasonal Depression
04:05
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So alone
Desolation
The thought of drowning in a lake seems like
Seems like vacation
There's times where we are so cold
In places that we call home
Where'd we all go wrong
We blame it on the weather
But someplace deep within ourselves we know
That we just don't belong
Sometimes I hide myself away and tell myself
That things will all be OK
But when I look around and see a town that
Doesn't know my name
There's times where we are so cold
In places that we call home
Where'd we all go wrong
We blame it on the weather
But someplace deep within ourselves we know
That we just don't belong
There's times where we are so cold
In places that we call home
Where'd we all go wrong
We blame it on the weather
But someplace deep within ourselves we know
That we just don't belong
There's times where we are so cold
In places that we call home
Where'd we all go wrong
We blame it on the weather
But someplace deep within ourselves we know
That we just don't belong
There's times where we are so cold
In places that we call home
Where'd we all go wrong
We blame it on the weather
But someplace deep within ourselves we know
That we just don't belong
So Alone
Desolation
The thought of drowning in a lake seems like
Seems like vacation
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8. |
Panic Attack
01:08
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It's getting harder to breathe
I'm losing self control
My heart is beating faster
Keeps beating faster faster
I'm suffocating can't you see that I need out of here
My mind is racing thoughts of losing my own mind to fear
Of losing touch of my own self and everything I care about
The world and everything you see but I am losing sight of these 'cause
Everything about me feels so out of my control
And I can't help but feel like I'm losing touch with my own soul
Tell me what am I supposed to do?
It's getting worse as time goes on I can't let go
I'll kill myself instead
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9. |
You (Used)
04:47
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What more do you need to see that
You're taking more than I can give
I'm not sure how much I have left
You took my heart, my body
My hard earned pride and then you go
And leave me here
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Who knew that you were like that
When we first met you were so kind
What happened between now and then?
I gave you every chance to
Make amends but then you just go
And leave me here
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
I feel so used
By you
Waiting for
What's sad is I just keep saying one more time
Like one more time will prove I was wrong this time
One more chance to change
Well maybe it's time we move on this time
And break away from all of those chains you hide
Before it's too late
For you
Waiting for you
I feel so used by
You
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10. |
I'll Be There
02:17
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The waves are crashing
All around
The footprints we made
Are gone
The season's changing
Without a sound
The world looks different
At dawn
If you're out there
All alone
Where pain comes easy
As sorrow
And when no one's perfect
And life's not fair
One thing's certain
I'll be there
Now you've moved on
To bigger things
I hope it's everything
You dreamed
When you've made it
And have all that you wanted
But things aren't all what
They seemed
If you're out there
All alone
Where pain comes easy
As sorrow
And when no one's perfect
And life is so unfair
As long as I'm living
I'll be there
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11. |
Alive
04:23
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You make me hold my breath
With every single gaze
The way you hate me, break me
Haunt me with my darkest days and
You won't go away
No matter what I say
You leave me broken, hopin'
For a chance to break away but
One day you'll be gone, 'cause
You can bring me down
With every word you say
And you can hate me, break me,
Haunt me with my darkest days but
You can't keep me down
And you will see the day
When all the words you used to hurt me
End up hurting you instead
And now that I know all you said is a lie
I'll just stand taller and stronger inside
I'm Alive
You keep me wide awake
With every step you take
You never wait to tell me
When I've made a huge mistake, and
I will never be
What I was meant to be
I missed my shot, it's too late
No chance, no room left for me but
One day you'll be gone, 'cause
You can bring me down
With every word you say
And you can hate me, break me,
Haunt me with my darkest days but
You can't keep me down
And you will see the day
When all the stones you used to hurt me
End up hitting you instead
And now that I know all you said is a lie
I'll just stand taller and stronger inside
I'm Alive
I'll still hold my breath
With every heartless gaze
You'll find new ways to trick me
Haunt me with my darkest days but
Soon you'll go away
Because of what you say
And every day that passes
You'll just slowly fade away 'til
One day you'll be gone... 'cause
You can bring me down
With every word you say
And you can hate me, break me,
Haunt me with my darkest days but
You can't keep me down
And you will see the day
When all the hate you used to hurt me
Ends up killing you instead
And now that I know all are said is a lie
I'll just stand taller and stronger inside, and
All of these years I let you hold me back
But never again because
I'm Alive
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12. |
Thank You
02:12
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One day we'll look to the past
And we'll only just wish we could be there again
Softly we clear our own paths
Drifting further but closer to where it began
And I will remember your warmth like a summer's day
And the way your smile lights up the room
When time looks us over at least I was able to say
Thank you
Slowly the candles they burn
Casting light on the shadows of where we have been
Surely the hourglass turns
And like every good thing we have come to an end
But I will remember your warmth like a summer's day
And the way your smile lights up the room
When time looks us over at least I was able to say
Thank you
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